Testo Yang: as private i's Pm Dawn

Yang: as private i's

They always find you all the time...

I befriended my confusion quite some time ago
She tells me everything is gonna be alright (its alright)
My senses make it real to me in all types of ways
But Im so angry at my jealousy
That I hold it inside my heart like its alright

Catapult my visions into realisms bosoms
Dreams prefer caesarian with plastic spoons and knives
Thats what you get when your brain masturbates
Theres no pleasure

So when I evacuate my intimate states
While screaming oh how sweet it is to be loved by you
The dirty rats you shoot me in the ass
So I dont know what happens when I free my mind

Oh, the cuts that you create let me be the martyr
If I started to love you now, thered be no end to you
Oh, pick up my embrace. it lives without a reason.
Cause if I killed you now thered be no end to you.

Cure my house of cards she sends me tears from outerspace
Im wondering can I not enjoy the pains I find (its alright)

Mirrors give me confidence in needing myself
But Im so terrified of being me I get so right

Im tryin real hard not to be exactly the way I am
The next time I come here all Im bringing to this atmosphere
Is the will not to do it again
Understand, I got neon king kong standin on my back
Cant stop to turn around broke my sacroiliac
Tryin to keep sealed where this brothers really at
To tell the new millenium yo, what da dilly black
You look cute in your stars and stripes she said are you coming out
Tonight
Thats why whom ever loves me will have to be my killer
Cause here Im just a slave tryin to be the nigga

Oh, the cuts that you create let me be the martyr
If I started to love you now, thered be no end to you
Oh, pick up my embrace. it lives without a reason.
Cause if I killed you now thered be no end to you.