Testo Again Grandson

Again

My heart is racin', I'm chasin'
A feeling, this healin'
My past is, catchin' up to me
Right through me
Poison, coursin', I'm dyin', I'm lyin'
Never better, never better
I wish I was present
But it's so unpleasant
We're in this together
ButàI'm'the?exception
My best friend's?a stranger
This isn'tàmy nature
But I'm never better

I was thinkin'
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day
I would change but I woke up the same again
I was thinkin'
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day
I would change but I woke up the same again
And again
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Is it fucked up
If I pulled you in the way of my bad luck?
And I ask for you to stay, I don't have much
What's the point in holdin' on
Both my hands are goin' numb
Misunderstandin' me, I should never let go
So why, I-I-I-I
Don't I-I-I-I-
I ever wanna wake up
Little by little, I [showed them it'd] break us
And even if I'm not in the way of your trust
And nevermind, [adrenaline?] escape us

I was thinkin'
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day
I would change but I woke up the same again
I was thinkin'
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day
I would change but I woke up the same again

And again, and again, and again
It's all the same again
And again, and again
It's all the same again
And again, and again
It's all the same again
And again, and again
It's all the same again
It's all the same again

I was thinkin'
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin'
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day
I would change but I woke up the same again
I was thinkin' (I was thinkin')
I don't wanna be alone when I'm sinkin' (When I'm sinkin')
But it's all I've ever known, I was dreamin'
That today would be the day
I would change but I woke up the same again
And again
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh
It's all the same again
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh