Testo I wish i knew Joyner Lucas

I wish i knew

Nephew, it's your uncle Snoop Dogg
I need you to show these motherfuckers how it's done, loco
Show these bitch niggas what this ADHD 2 shit is all about
You understand me?
Show these motherfuckers, Joyner
What you playin' for?
Let's go

Ain't no medicine could save me, nigga
I'm too far gone, my brain too fucked
I'm comin' like, woah
No turnin' back, gotta get to where I'm goin'
My ADHD keep jumpin' like, woah
Shit that I lived, they'll never understand
You could never be me, we ain't nothin' alike, woah
Came a long way from the bottomless pit
Now look at me, bitch, I'm stuntin' like, woah
Got a lil' bitch, nigga, sidewalk
I'd probably go to jail 'fore I ever be a coward
I'd probably be dead 'fore I ever get flowers
I might take that 'fore I ever be honored
I try to be somethin' that the industry proud of
But niggas wasn't givin' me nada
Not a blick on me if you ever need drama
No vest on me like I never seen karma
Woah
The way I was raised, I knew I'd forever be a problem
Never got the love that I needed at home
I was misunderstood, shit turned me to a monster (Yeah)
Dad always lettin' me down
But my step-pops raised me and showed me I never need to bother (Ayy)
Now a nigga rich, so it'll be a cold day in Hell 'fore this bitch nigga ever get a dollar (Wow)
And I ain't got love for nobody give a fuck about me
I'm a self-made nigga, you ain't nothin' without me
Ain't too many motherfuckers I trust around me
I done been through the storm, ain't nothin' I ain't seen
Lot of niggas thought I'd give up, but not me
Told a nigga, "You swing, one duck and I weave"
When my homies drink with a cup of Ali
And my bitch gotta ride 'til the wheels fall off
I fuck a bad bitch 'til her heels fall off
You a dog, I'll get your whole tail sawed off
And your head chopped off, I'm a real lost cause
I'm real fucked up, I'm still caught off
Ain't no pellet gun, this a real sawed-off
Pop a weave 'fore a nigga tryna pop somethin' off
Hit a nigga in the back, that's a real raw dog
Like, pause
Nigga still showin' off
Too much time on your hands 'til your hands blowin' off
I got money in the bank, got deals goin' off
I could sell my catalog, but I'm still holdin' off
Got crackers pullin' on me and they still holdin' on
Lot of niggas did me dirty and they still wanna bond
Give my hand to a nigga and he still want a arm
Wanna write diss tracks, but he still want a song
What the fuck?

Look, I ain't ever sleepin', relievin' the pressure (Joyner)
Came from the bottom where we can see a homicide like every week, keep the heat under the dresser
Think one day I'ma see better, hate the poverty, the fact I'll never settle
When I grow up, then I'm hopin' I never see a stretcher
Mama workin' nine-to-five, she was tryna keep it together
If I ever make it, I want a chance to make a difference
To get it in and take all the problems that we were livin' in
And throw it all the way, so we never live in this shit again
Then maybe then niggas would never tell me I need the Ritalin
Or medicine or anything that will make me upset again
Or put me in school with the troublemakers and trippin'
Always thought shit again, tryna bully me 'cause I'm different
And my ADHD got 'em thinkin' that I was livin' in my head again

Shit
Ooh-wee, you dig?
You don't have to pretend, baby
I know it gets hard looking around, you start to think
Maybe this isn't what I wanted
But you have to keep going
Keep moving on and don't you ever look back
Don't you ever look back