Testo Never had the balls Rex Orange County

Never had the balls

I was lost first, nothing at all but
Coming back now, yeah, I'm in the background
No need to react now that everything's done (but let me say)
I thought I would be simple enough
And I had to grow up just to learn all the ways that it's not

But I never thought I'd call it quits in my whole life
I never aimed to feel confused, I blame myself to tell the truth
But now I know everything's hard when you're living in the dark
And you don't even wanna see through
If that had to be the way I was feeling for days
If I knew it back then, I probably wouldn't do it

But I never got the chance to tell you
I never had the balls to tell you

I did everything that I could, but still I was helpless (so helpless)
I shouldn't waste my precious time
On anyone living off of mine

And now I know that things are getting better
I could live like this forever
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yea-eah
When I found my own way out
Was to walk off my mouth and be honest
I had to go and do it!

This could be the best decision that you ever made
Please, don't be afraid, she reassures me
I know it's hard to play-pretend
And promise to you with truth to it
That winners never quit, so quitters never win
(It's only getting better now for you)

I'm your man if you're looking for good times
Feeling amazing and I'm on my way home
Yeah, I'm finally in the zone
I heard the way... I wasn't even...
I was made up, but if I had to live a life
Only being polite, I'd be giving in
(I'm never gonna do it)

But I never got the chance to tell you
I never had the balls to tell you
I never had the balls to tell you now

Never had the balls to tell you
But I never got the chance to tell you
(I didn't)