Turnpike ghost

I want to live like I did back then
With the stars in my eyes and the blood
From the heart of my pen
With my hood pulled up in the light
Of the night
I will smoke in the bed like a ghost white light
On the turnpike

You didn't lift my world off me
But you said let it go so I did and now I see
That my friends are gonna leave me
If they don't believe that they can save me

You don't have to live like that
You don't have to live like that

Like a bolt of lightning
You stop life moves on
Then you wake up frightened
What's going on, what's going on

I'm waking up tired
No god has appeared
I never ever really found real faith
In the fear

You don't have to live like that
You don't have to live like that

I'm so sorry for the things I said
But a lot of me died when a part of her did
Like a dream it's a fear and it won't
Carry out
I will live an easy nightmare plant a seed
In your garden of doubt

You didn't lift my world off me
But you said let it go so I did and now I see
That my friends are gonna leave me
If they don't believe that they can save me

You don't have to live like that
You don't have to live like that

Like a bolt of lightning
You stop life moves on
Then you wake up frightened
What's going on? What's going on?

I'm waking up tired, no god has appeared
I never ever really found real faith in the fear
Let me wash it away, let me wash it away
You'll never ever really find real faith in the fear

You don't have to live like that
You don't have to live like that
You don't have to live like that
You don't have to live like that