Testo X's Room 94

X's

Hey so here I go
Let me clear my throat before I start
Another stupid dumb love song about a broken heart
Torn into pieces, worn out, torn apart
We'll start from the beginning
Bring in the bass
Bring in the bass guitar
It all started back in 2012
This girl and I fell
Brought her back to my hotel
I say hotel it's more of a Travelodge
Don't have much money, don't even have a job
Two weeks passed by
I find her on Twitter
Man, I swear she's got fitter
So I send her a few tweets, we speak,
Talk about having something to eat, so we meet
Nando's, we go eat loads, along with a refillable coke, she has diet
She's a little bit quiet, a little bit shy, but I tell her I'm a nice guy
Cheeky kiss at the end of our date, I put her in her cab and we go our separate ways
Few texts later I feel like we're more than mates
Her friends know my name
Got me on Facebook, things are getting so great
It's been about a month now and I've met her mom and dad now
Been staying up pretty late it's got to be fate that we met that night, in that club on that Friday
I call up her phone most days to say something cliche like:
"How was your day?" Like I got no choice, Just need to hear her voice
She's perfect in my eyes
I can't believe I found someone like her
I've got all thoughts running through my mind
I'm thinking she's the one maybe we will end up married
Not yet though
Maybe in ten years or so, we'd have some kids, a dog, maybe a cat
Wait, I'm thinking too much
I'm supposed to be a man
Are men supposed to think about that?!

I wanna break your heart
Just like you broke mine in pieces
She said she said
I don't wanna be mister & Mrs
I wanna break your heart
Just like you broke mine in pieces
She said she said
I don't wanna be mister & Mrs
I just wanna forget you (you, you)
I just wanna forget you (you, you)
I can never forget you

We spend most of our weekends together
Always thought we'd be together
I never thought she'd want any different
Wish I would've listened
Maybe I should've brought her more flowers
Took her on holiday
See the Eiffel Tower
Paris, that is the city of love, right?
Should've told her I loved her that night
Starts were in the sky
We were drinking wine
She looked so beautiful I was one lucky guy
Fast forward to last night
We had that big fight
It all came crashing down and I felt like I was drowning, like I was suffocating, like I was trapped underground, like I was stuck in a cave, like I'd never be found, like a kid with his fingers in his ears cause the sound is too loud
I didn't wanna hear what I was hearing
A few words can do a lot of damage
I found it hard to believe
My hands shaking, heart shaking, I was pacing the room
Her face was so straight, so serious
Stuff I've never seen it
Like I've seen it in one of those films we used to watch
But without the happy ending they've got
Tried to hug her, she pushed me away
Tried to kiss her cheek, she turned her face the opposite way
She can't take it no more, she says she needs a change
I say "What do you mean change?! I thought we were perfect, I thought we were great!"
I beg "Please don't go, please just stay, just one more day"
She looks deep into my eyes, like ages, looking straight through me like there's something behind
Wish I could rewind
My lips tremble, hard to talk, I wanna cry
She says "I don't love you no more, goodbye"

I wanna break your heart
Just like you broke mine in pieces
She said she said
I don't wanna be mister & Mrs
I wanna break your heart
Just like you broke mine in pieces
She said she said
I don't wanna be mister & Mrs
I just wanna forget you (you, you)
I just wanna forget you (you, you)
I can never forget you

So here we go
This is the last verse
Relationship status: single
No more me, no more her, no more four letter words
No more X's at the end of our texts
No sex's all over my bed
This is something I've got to get used to
I'm better when I'm with you
You said you're better off without me
We'll see
Maybe next week I'll get out of this house
Find another girl, like a nice gal
No more hurting
I'll start flirting,
Find someone new
Well I'll try anyway
Try to find another you