Testo I feel like dying Josh A

I feel like dying

So go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces
I can't change, hate that I need it
Blow my brains if you really leavin’
Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings
I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it
Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
Everything I want blows up when I’m tryin'
It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin'

Gun to my head, yeah
People talkin' 'bout me like I died, I'm not dead yet
Maybe if I did then I'd be finally gettin’ rest, yeah
Maybe if I died, they’d finally listen what I said, yeah, y?ah, yeah
I'm so sick of people sayin’ that th?y know what's in my interests
Barely go outside and now I really got no friends left
So many mistakes, I don't think I got no sins left
Killed so many rappers, wonder who they gonna sin next

Up in flames, I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah

So go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces
I can’t change, hate that I need it
Blow my brains if you really leavin'
Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings
I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it
Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
Everything I want blows up when I'm tryin'
It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin'

Trust issues always in my head like that
Try to change me, swear I always gotta fight back
Can you blame me, yeah, when this is all that I have?
No one made me, no one else is takin' this path
'Cause everyone is fake, so concerned with being numb
There's more to life than money but they keep their eyes closed
I gotta be myself 'cause if I don't, they pull me low
Know I gotta do it, I can feel it in my bones

Up in flames, I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah

So go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces
I can't change, hate that I need it
Blow my brains if you really leavin'
Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings
I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it
Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
Everything I want blows up when I'm tryin'
It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin'